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~*~This video was filmed on December 7, 2007. I had a bit of relapse with my caffeine addiction and wanted to share and process my thoughts and feelings about it.
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Amanda Pandi... YOu ... ( 11 months ago by batatakley)

Amanda Pandi... YOu Can DO iT! YOU YOU cAN!

Thanks for being so ... ( 11 months ago by Murry25)

Thanks for being so beautifully honest. Talking about it is a great step in the right direction. We ARE here to learn within this Earth Suit. Remember it is all GOoD. Sending healing thoughts your way...now.

I believe that we ... ( 11 months ago by mshockey73)

I believe that we are here to share our experiences and to help each other out. Some of the things you have talked about in your videos are very personal and profound. I thank you for that.

One who lacks a ... ( 11 months ago by PeaceProfit)

One who lacks a clear goal, due to addiction, avoidance or any other excuse, should first clear their reason of guilt, upon which one may then find the strength of logic to clear their life of that which shackles and burdens each small step needed to achieve their hearts desire of a journey toward personal freedom and rational bliss. BL*M

Amanda...now I want ... ( 11 months ago by feelgoodnation)

Amanda...now I want to do more video response to u now. This is so powerfully honest. I love hearing from u in this way and I wish u wellness and peace, one day at a time. I less struggle with addictions these days, rather than I just recognize them in myself & observe them from a less judgmental place...it certainly feels better to heal my addictions with love and compassion for myself. What would u do for a child experiencing what u are experiencing? I send you love. Peace Girl, Angie

And about the vid. ... ( 11 months ago by feelgoodnation)

And about the vid. responses. I just can't fit it in right now. In the future, once things launch and settle down I look fwd to it! : ) Peace, Angie

I see that you have ... ( 11 months ago by AlterEgoTrip)

I see that you have had a situation when you were growing up that your mother, caretaker or family member was subject to addiction.. as you mentioned it earlier. And you see your own addiction to caffine as perhaps not only something in you which reflects this pattern of behaviours but is something which will always bring up a self-judgement within your peace due to the fact you see yourself acting out these behaviours..

I too understand ... ( 11 months ago by AlterEgoTrip)

I too understand much of it, only have very few things in the way my life is set up that I could possibly find myself copying the offending behaviour.. when you are a child of an addict and you see your parent choosing the addiction over you, there is an underlying anger which will get tapped into, no matter where you see such behaviour, I believe...

Where you may see ... ( 11 months ago by AlterEgoTrip)

Where you may see this in yourself, it makes you disappointed... and makes you feel you don't deserve love when we all no matter who or what we do not only deserve love, but the effort we take to keep ourselves honest should be seen as an act of love..not just for yourself but for people involved with you.. we are all only just learning and you are really trying.

Good luck, be ... ( 11 months ago by cdnjusticedelayed)

Good luck, be honest with yourself and keep working on it.

Addicted to ... ( 11 months ago by scotty2trucks)

Addicted to caffeine LOL!

Much love to you ... ( 11 months ago by bigstiggerNo1)

Much love to you and all! Hope getting it out of your system is helping? I am months clears of tobacco again and soon gonna give the alcohol up. I'll follow that shortly with caffine and hopefully, fingers crossed, come easter I'll be cleanOclean water total with fresh fruit and vegs. Oh and some nice choice cuts to spice things up with:). Hope you don't beat me:)

beautiful question, ... ( 11 months ago by UnificationNow)

beautiful question, Angie...thanks for that. I have healed a lot in myself by nurturing myself on that child level, so it's a nice reminder that I can do that with this too :-)

No pressure on ... ( 11 months ago by UnificationNow)

No pressure on video responses, but definetly let me know when you do because I would love to watch!

Thank you for this ... ( 11 months ago by UnificationNow)

Thank you for this mirroring :-) It's very helpful and right on.

congrats on the ... ( 11 months ago by UnificationNow)

congrats on the tobacco and good luck on giving up the alcohol and caffeine. Thanks for all your comments on these vids...this cyber support is helpful :-)

Yes and as you know ... ( 11 months ago by feelgoodnation)

Yes and as you know, it is the 'Little Girl You' that is healing. So, treat her with lots of love...the love and compassion she deserves. The addiction is serving her in some way... to make her feel safe, enough or whatever she feels she needs it for. Peace and Love! Angie

I get the feeling ... ( 11 months ago by AlterEgoTrip)

I get the feeling once you find this love on a steady basis, the behaviours will be less and less repeated.. or that you can actually have JUST ONE cup of coffee.. I can't drink coffee.. it hurts my stomach so bad, and its is really strong stuff.

I had to avoid ... ( 11 months ago by AlterEgoTrip)

I had to avoid caffine because of medical testing for an insurance contract.. so I know its effects are really strong on some people.. me especially, and this was just cola! When it creates a physical need and changes your body, it is an addiction.. but I don't need to tell you that. But I do drink tea... but its much weaker. (ah there I am trying to justify it!)

All addictions are ... ( 10 months ago by savannahfory0u)

All addictions are not created equal. A mother addicted to her children is better than a mother addicted to heroin. A spouse addicted to coffee is better than a spouse addicted to crystal-meth. All in all, I think you are judging yourself way too harshly and *that* is likely the most toxic Addiction you have to deal with. Blessings

My vice is smoking. ... ( 1 month ago by jeslinstephan)

My vice is smoking. I know it hurts me & is a conditioned coping mechanism. My husband wishes I wouldn't smoke & he doesn't enable the habit, but he also doesn't judge me because he knows I'm human & a good person & knows that I'm earnestly trying to process my problems. I'm lucky he doesn't shut me out for my flawed moments & relapses & the best gift he gives me is his belief that there WILL come a day when I'm ready & on my own terms, replace it with a healthy substitute. BePatientWithURself:)